
In the silence of her room she dreams.
The familiar whistle of the six o'clock train wakes her; she is
hopeful. A fresh day, another train, a new destination. One day she will
get on board.
The buzz of laughter reaches her ears before she gets to the gym of
her senior high school. Unnoticed, ungreeted, she enters, presses, like
a ghost, through the clusters of students. Chaperons smile behind
paper-covered tables. She glances at the bowls filled with colorful
punch, rows of empty plastic glasses and stacks of paper napkins that
are, for the moment, still neatly displayed. As she makes her way to the
far end of the hall, she wants to, but can’t quite picture herself
filling one of these glasses and sipping the alcohol-free, fuzzy, fruit
juice.
On a bench at the back wall she wiggles into a comfortable sitting
position and forces a relaxed smile on her face. Not too anxious. Not
too happy....
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